alyanna jean m . maliwanag
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girl . 013192 . 16 . teen . incoming college freshman . teentalker . UNLITXTer . camBITCH . Industrial Engineer . YFC

GOD . family . friends . music . rock . pop . asians . texting . writing . photography . 17teen

backstabbers . plastic . being alone . insensitive people . reading . EVIL

engineer . busniesswoman . celebrity .

The greatest rewards come from doing the things you fear of.



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â?¢ 1st place on week 30

> 4th place for week 31.

2nd place for week 32.

Hall of famer na ako. (:

know more v.(".)
Pls keep supporting the FBOTW of Mr. Talksmart. (:

I WON. ;)

Sunday, September 05, 2010

Just checking if this still works..
I always thought I would not abandon this blog forever, but I just did.

I'm thinking I should get back to blogging. Hmm.

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Thursday, July 31, 2008

Three years na tong blog ko.
Napapabyaan ko na siya.
Sorry MULTIPLY na ako nagbblog madalas.
Nakakaasar may nakalagay pa naman dun na CROSS POST TO BLOGGER.
Di naman pinopost. AMPP.

Yun lang.
Kung meron pa :D

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008


Your Love Song Is

You and Me by Lifehouse

"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"

For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.

What Love Song Are You?
Gusto ko lang ishare. :

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008


Ang dami ko na kasing nakitang may ganito, ayan nainggit tuloy ako. [:

One time in our Values Education period, we were all writing and Sir Giov was just roaming around. He approached us and then told something about our penmanship. He interpreted me correctly. It's soemthing about my mood and sadness. Basta ang emo ng results niya. HAHA. So this is not the first time my penmanship is analyzed. [;


Alyanna Jean is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Alyanna Jean will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Alyanna Jean an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Alyanna Jean is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Alyanna Jean is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Alyanna Jean doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Alyanna Jean will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Alyanna Jean's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Alyanna Jean slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Alyanna Jean can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

[MUST READ THIS PART] Alyanna Jean's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Alyanna Jean that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Alyanna Jean also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Alyanna Jean is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Alyanna Jean's self-concept is artificially low. Alyanna Jean will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Alyanna Jean to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Alyanna Jean is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Alyanna Jean has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Something is incomplete in Alyanna Jean's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Alyanna Jean's sexual needs.

Alyanna Jean is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Alyanna Jean changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Alyanna Jean feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Alyanna Jean has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

TRUE? I guess so. [:

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If someone treasures a ship, he won't let it drift away.

Have you gotten to the point of getting too much tired? Too much tired of understanding a person who never explains?

I guess I'm at that point now.
If he really values me, us. then he'll find a way for things to patch up.
It's all up to him and God. ^___________^

Rar. Too much drama.

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Monday, April 21, 2008

Err. I really can't think of something nice for the title for this entry. WHATEVER.

I've been attending lots of meetings now a days. Just last Sunday, I attended our chapter meeting. Our agenda? Summer Youth Camp which is going to be held on the 9th to 11th of May. It was really fun. I missed everyone and it's nice to laugh with them again.

Yesterday, I attended a meeting of the HS Based. We planned for the upcoming school assembly to be held on Saturday, 26th of April.

On the coming days, I will be attending a YCTP, a follow-up meeting for the school assembly, practices for the dance and band I guess, and other YFC activities.

So why am I sharing this? I just want you guys to know that I am happy with what I am doing now. This has been what I always wanted, to be an active member of the Youth For Christ. I really don't know if I can still be like this when June comes. Diliman is way too far from Cavite. But I promise God that I'll try my very best to still participate and be active in the service. This service is just a simple way of saying thank you for all the blessings He has given me in my 16 years of living.

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Monday, April 14, 2008


Yesterday, was almost fine. ALMOST.

Pauline, Neil and I meet up in National Bookstore, Robinsons Imus to buy things for our Student Council Documentation. Actually, our plan was to do the documentation at school, but we ended up making it in the mall, while we were sitting on the bench in front of TRONIX.

When I arrived NBS, I went straight to the cashier to buy a 50 Php & 25 Php load for me and Miguel. I guess GLOBE has a problem with their loading system then, we didn't get any of the load. So, they just returned the money to me and I went back to TRONIX after.

After the documentation, we already went to school to get the money we spent. After getting the money, we went to Rendevous (DB Don Galo) to eat. Err, we just want to eat. I actually miss eating there, and I know I'll miss it more. OH! I forgot to tell, Eugene also came. Ya know, Eugene ♥ Pauline. ^___^

After the DB, we already decided to go home. We waited for Pauline's parents before we (neil, i and eugene) leave the place. When we were already at Coastal Market, I decided to buy donuts for my younger sister. How thoughtful of me eh? Then after, I went to a store to buy load again. Renn received his load immediately. I already left the market and I was laready riding the jeepney when GLOBE sent me a text message that the loading process was unsuccessful. BS! I was really pissed of that time. I texted Neil and he asked if I was going to go back to the store, and I said yes. When I already reached our village, I crossed the street again and rode a jeep. To my surprise, the jeep has a sticker of HIS name in front. Err, I don't know if it was just a coincident or what. It was like God wanted me to go back to ride that jeep with his name. Oh forgive me. I guess I'm just thinking weirdly.

I went to the market again and asked for my load. They loaded it again for the second time but then, it was also unsuccessful. Err, what's the problem with my sim card? Renn got his laod already, but I didn't. So that only means that there's a problem with my account. I think it was really crap. So now, I don't have much credits to avail unlitext or even sulitext.

Last night, I dreamt of him. It was really weird. He was cuddling me and he say things which I don't expect to come from him. It feels like heaven for me. But then, in that dream, I didn't give in for those. In those cuddling moments there, I felt like I wanted to kiss him, but there's still force telling me not to, because he doesn't love me, he loves someone else. After some time, he stopped cuddling. Maybe he was tired of my questions. Questions like, "Ano bang problema mo?", "Ok ka lang ba?", "Nakadrugs ka na ba?". The next thing I remember, he left and I also left until I was lost.

It really feels weird. Just when I was letting go of my love for him, everything makes me miss him more.

[edit] NEW LAYOUT! Is it better? Err. I know I'm fat, BUT MY SUMMER IS STILL HOT! ^________^ [/edit]

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

Hey fellas! Err. It's been months since I typed an entry in here eh? I'm really sorry for not giving any notice of my hiatus. I really wanted to keep this blog kickin' but time and attitude forbid me. RARR.

As they say, CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT THING IN THIS WORLD. Months passed and of course, changes occured.

I'm not a High School anymore. BOO! I graduated last March 26, 2008 and luckily, my hardwork paid off. I got a graduation honor, ACADEMIC EXCELLENCE AWARD (another term for HONORABLE MENTION). The award I've been working for years. HAHA. I'm also the Outstanding Class Officer of the Year plus i got a certificate for my service as a Student Council treasurer. Bravo!

So where am I going for college? I belive I've said in my past entries that i've been dying to enter Ateneo. OH BS! I'm not going there. I passed. But my mom wants me to enter UP-Diliman. I really do hope that what they say is true, MOMS KNOW BEST! I won't blab about the history of my decision anymore. But if you like to know it, visit my multiply. I have a post there about how was I so troubled in deciding where to go.

Enough for academics. Last April 1, 2008, we had our graduation ball. DEFINE FUN! It was really so bitin. If you can see my picture there at the sidebar, that was taken after the gradball in the elevator, when me and Neil room hopped. We had an after party. WOOT! Well, we just hang-out in our free SC room! Lucky me, I got a free room, if I didn't got one, won't be there for sure. OH CRAP. I'm really going to miss my High School friends. (:

Last APRIL 4-6, I attended the 15th CFC-YFC International Leaders Conference. It was held in Tagaytay, lucky CAVITEÑOS. DEFINE FUN AGAIN! Haha. My first was really unforgettable. I witnessed talents, had fun with friends, LET GO, LET GOD, got wet in the rain, worshipped God and LOVED. See my multiply for more infos. ^^

I almost forgot, I'M ALREADY SIXTEEN! Haha. I celebrated my bday week after the day itself. Had fun too. Visit my multiply for more infos. HAHA.

One more thing, we already transferred here in San lorenzo Heights Subdivision. Got a new house! It's better in structure for it's bigger. But I still love the people in Summerwind more. Wala naman kami kapitbahay dito ee. See my multiply for pictures, again. ^^

So there, I'm back. Sorry for the very lame new layout. I just wanna change it. I hope I can change it soon to a summer layout. I hope i got the mood. HAHA.

So there, I hope you can hear from me often. Sana may nagabbasa pa nito. XD


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