Monday, April 14, 2008
PLAYING WITH TED HANA
TED HANA = TADHANA = DESTINY?
Yesterday, was almost fine. ALMOST.
Pauline, Neil and I meet up in National Bookstore, Robinsons Imus to buy things for our Student Council Documentation. Actually, our plan was to do the documentation at school, but we ended up making it in the mall, while we were sitting on the bench in front of TRONIX.
When I arrived NBS, I went straight to the cashier to buy a 50 Php & 25 Php load for me and Miguel. I guess GLOBE has a problem with their loading system then, we didn't get any of the load. So, they just returned the money to me and I went back to TRONIX after.
After the documentation, we already went to school to get the money we spent. After getting the money, we went to Rendevous (DB Don Galo) to eat. Err, we just want to eat. I actually miss eating there, and I know I'll miss it more. OH! I forgot to tell, Eugene also came. Ya know, Eugene ♥ Pauline. ^___^
After the DB, we already decided to go home. We waited for Pauline's parents before we (neil, i and eugene) leave the place. When we were already at Coastal Market, I decided to buy donuts for my younger sister. How thoughtful of me eh? Then after, I went to a store to buy load again. Renn received his load immediately. I already left the market and I was laready riding the jeepney when GLOBE sent me a text message that the loading process was unsuccessful. BS! I was really pissed of that time. I texted Neil and he asked if I was going to go back to the store, and I said yes. When I already reached our village, I crossed the street again and rode a jeep. To my surprise, the jeep has a sticker of HIS name in front. Err, I don't know if it was just a coincident or what. It was like God wanted me to go back to ride that jeep with his name. Oh forgive me. I guess I'm just thinking weirdly.
I went to the market again and asked for my load. They loaded it again for the second time but then, it was also unsuccessful. Err, what's the problem with my sim card? Renn got his laod already, but I didn't. So that only means that there's a problem with my account. I think it was really crap. So now, I don't have much credits to avail unlitext or even sulitext.
Last night, I dreamt of him. It was really weird. He was cuddling me and he say things which I don't expect to come from him. It feels like heaven for me. But then, in that dream, I didn't give in for those. In those cuddling moments there, I felt like I wanted to kiss him, but there's still force telling me not to, because he doesn't love me, he loves someone else. After some time, he stopped cuddling. Maybe he was tired of my questions. Questions like, "Ano bang problema mo?", "Ok ka lang ba?", "Nakadrugs ka na ba?". The next thing I remember, he left and I also left until I was lost.
It really feels weird. Just when I was letting go of my love for him, everything makes me miss him more.
[edit] NEW LAYOUT! Is it better? Err. I know I'm fat, BUT MY SUMMER IS STILL HOT! ^________^ [/edit]
Labels: Broken, compañero compañera, G is great, lala-MALL-an, lame-o, life lessons, loveline, offlife, perosnal-ititch
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